Oh Go Fall in a Well

Damn interesting thought today:
I was passing this girl who I have come into contact with only a couple of times and who I don't really know at all. Further, one of the times that I interacted with her I didn't particularly like her. But today when I saw her I all of a sudden realized that if I was a guy (or I suppose if I was lesbian) that girl would be the type that I would like. It's really not at all that I was having a bi moment...I wouldn't hesitate to admit it if I was, I swear. I somehow just knew that if I was a guy, I would want to date someone like her.

This is interesting because she is not similar to me at all. Maybe she is what I secretly slash subconciously want to be like. [Yes, I just spelled out slash. Go with it.] She is one of those jock type girls, which I am sort of like, but not to that extent, and to the extent that guys would respect me like that. Guys consider me very girly, I think. She's also incredibly confident and not at all fake. Bitchy in some situations, but more in a ballsy sense. I can't imagine her wearing 12-year old clothes like I do, or 80's gear, but that's that.






"You are who you pretend to be."
-Kurt Vonnegut (RIP)