"So though we cannot know..."

I made it through today. And for that I heartily congratulate myself. Who shackled me with 8-hour days on Tuesday? Because that person must have either been exceedingly mean or extremely high. I'm allowing myself to go to bed, because I wouldn't even be able to handle anything else right now except trashy tv, which doesn't make me happy anyway...unless it's the season finale of the Hills which I missed last night.

I feel not cute. That's okay. At least I'm not a baby in a third world country dying of a diarrheal disease, right Olive?










"Do you want to know
If everything glittering
Will turn into the gold
I see in your hair
I feel it could be there
Somehow, tonight

And do you want to find
Something worth saving
The change would do me right
Cause I've been just waiting
And hesitating
With this heart of mine

You're still a mystery
But there's something so easy
In how you're sweet to me
I feel completed
Like it's something I needed
For this heart of mine

There's always something so tragic
About a hopeless romantic

So though we cannot know
If everything glittering
Will turn into the gold
I'm through with waiting
And hesitating
I want you taking
This heart of mine
Heart of mine
Heart of mine"
-Heart of Mine, Peter Salett (Keeping the Faith Soundtrack)
Sung at memorial service....T-one month from yesterday