Cortisol Days

I am so angsty these days. I mean my general level of angst is higher than your average 21 year-old, but I am even more on edge these days.

Things that keep me up at night:
1. Giving my two weeks notice tomorrow at work. Doesn't have to be awkward, but I will make it awkward just because that's the way I am. Plus my boss will unintentionally make me feel guilty/slighted/embarrassed. No comments from the Ms Roosevelt camp, please.

2. Visiting law schools on my own. I don't do well when I am completely on my own in foreign cities. I have a feeling it will be a terrifying and awkward (of course) experience. People don't seem to like me in Baltimore all that much so how am I supposed to fair where nobody knows me and I am even more scared/shy.

3. Financing law school. Even just applying for financial aid gives me chest pain.

4. Choosing a law school. Butterflies here, not pain.

5. Stupid lab corp is after me for money and the insurance already paid them but lab corp my name spelled wrong on the forms so it won't go through. Sketchy agency. Plus, they have sent the bill to collections which will screw with my credit report which will screw with me getting student loans. Unless of course it doesn't show up on my credit report on account of them using a completely butchered version of my name.

6. Husky games that go into overtime because of silly mistakes. I forgive you Justin Dentman. You are still my favorite. Behind B-Roy and Tre and Nate and Bobby Jones. Yes, in that order.